OBJECTS of MY AFFECTION

I remember when, when I first moved here
a long time ago,
cause I heard some song I used to hear back then
a long time ago.

I remember when even further back in another town
cause I saw something written I used to say back then
how to comprehend.

And the question is was I more alive than right now?
I happily have to disagree
I laugh more often now
I cry more often now
I am more me.

But of course somedays I just lie around
and hardly exist
and can't tell apart what I'm eating
from my hand or my wrist.

Cause flesh is flesh, flesh is flesh is flesh
the difference is thin
but life has a certain ability of breathing new life into me
so I breathe it in
it tells me here you are and here all you are here
and still can make sense
if you just show up and present an honest face
instead of that grin.

And the question is was I more alive than right now?
I happily have to disagree
I laugh more often now
I cry more often now
I am more me.

The other day this new friend of mine
said something to me,
'Just because something starts differently
Doesn't mean it's worth less.'
And I soaked it in, how I soaked it in
How I soaked it in
And just asked to prove how right he was
Then you came.

So I'm gonna give, yes I'm gonna give
I'm gonna give you a try
So I'm gonna give, yes I'm gonna give
I'm gonna give you a try

And the question is was I more alive than right now?
I happily have to disagree
I laugh more often now
I cry more often now
I am more me.

smack into you

Head down as I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
eyes shut, I find myself in love racing the Earth
and I soaked in your love
and love is right in my path, in my grasp
and me and you belong

I wanna run, run smack into you
I wanna run, run, smack into you

ears closed, what I hear the world just has to know
cause’ I know that what we have is worth first place in gold
and I soaked in your love
and love is right in my path, in my grasp
and me and you belong

and I, I wanna run, run smack into you
I’m willing to run, run smack into you

Head down as I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
eyes shut, I’m in love and I’m racing the Earth
and I soaked in your love
and love is right in my path, in my grasp
and me and you belong

and I wanna run, run smack into you
I’m willing to run, run smack into you
I’m willing to run run run run run ooh ooh ooh ooh
I wanna run, run smack into you
I’m willing to run, run smack into you

x

ouch

my tummy really hurts:(

Today i walked and walked for 1 and a half hours. I snapped out of it and realised how sweaty and tired i was on an empty tank at 6. It felt good though. Almost like i achieved something by focusing. Sounds weird maybe.i needed focus.it was hot and bright.

sober

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest

Or the girl who never wants to be alone

I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning

'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blindingI stayed up again

Oohh, I am finding

That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safeUp highNothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No painInsideYou're my protection

But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...

The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth

Please don't tell me that we had that conversation

When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling

And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"

Aahh, I am falling

And if I let myself go,

I'm the only one to blame

I'm safeUp high

Nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No painInsideYou're like perfection

But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down

Comin' down

Comin' down

Spinnin' round

Spinnin' round

Spinnin' round

Looking for myself..

Sober

Comin' down

Comin' down

Comin' down

Spinnin' round

Spinnin' round

Spinnin' round

Looking for myself..

Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad

Till you're trying to find the you that you once had

I have heard myself cry

Never again

Broken down in agony

And just trying to find a friend

I'm safeUp high

Nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No painInsideYou're like perfection

But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safeUp highNothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No painInsideYou're like perfection

But how do I feel this good sober?

How do I feel this good sober?

MErry XMas

MERRY XMAS and have a Happy New YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

Cats of Emerald Hill

The lounge all day in posses, while some are friendly, the rest are cautious.
ErialC
aka
Claire-Louise Jedrek
xxx

Ali Tai tai's Bday!!!

Yes this was during he month of November held at Cafe Del Mar in the Lil unbeknown table with a jacuzzi tucked near the toilets. Was a mass of fun and i had to leave before the debauchery of the cake,not just eaten but found all over Alicia too!!!











ErialC
aka
Claire-Louise Jedrek
xxx

Octobre Weenies

YEs it's been more than another month, but it seems easier to post things monthly now, but I'm sure I'll be updating abit more now. I've come off the trigger happy moments but maybe perhaps, the X'mas festive spirit will somehow seep into my dense veins.

Does anyone ever get excited about X'mas anymore, or is it something you lose as each year passes? It seems Everyone around me dreads this X'mas, and it's really starting to rub off the Christmas Cheer, but then X'mas has been overrated since 2004. I miss that feeling!
ANYHOW, If you'd like to contribute to that uplifting X'mas feeling, my Account number is 195-0*****, hahaha.Kidding!

The Countdown begins.

Here are the flickers for Halloween!@Butter
What AM I ? I dunno but i decided to be just colourful!
ErialC
aka
Claire-Louise Jedrek
xxx